Restless.

The anticipation is killing me.

Some days, I tell myself “Just one more month until I found out if I get into my colleges!”

But other days, it’s “One whole, long month until I find out.”

Here are my thoughts while I wait:

  • If I get into UCLA, will I actually go there?….YES. Oh wait, the money..
  • Do I choose my cheapest school no matter what?
  • Do I go to the school where I will have the best time?
  • The best education?
  • Closest to home?
  • I wish I applied to more than one school in California. 
  • I am an idiot for deciding last minute not to apply to Pepperdine and USC.
  • Should I listen to my dad and do pharmacy, or listen to myself and to pre-med like I have always wanted.
  • I really want to leave my family.
  • I don’t want to leave my family.
  • Why am I even thinking about all of this if I don’t even know where I got in yet?!
  • Will I have a mental breakdown if I do not get into UCLA or McGill?
  • No. NO. Stay calm, Anthony.
  1. jessr said: advice: always do what you want. my friend followed what his parents wanted and wasted a year on it before he switched to what he wanted. good luck!
  2. maghrabies said: Im a sophmore but ive been thinking about the same shit recently, i feel ya
  3. hopefulsilencee said: Good luck! Good things come to those who wait and everything will work out
  4. thelifeofanthony posted this
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